it is so much going on here, and it’s only Wednesday.
Monday was bad, and if it wasn’t bad enough that it was a Monday, the fact that the ex is giving me such problems and won’t do what he needs to didn’t make that day any better. I was seriously considering on having a heart attack or something….. Or at least one or two small panic attacks to make it through the day.
Tuesday was not a lot better but a bit. I got up, got ready, (don’t forget to be awesome along the way and with whatever you do!!) and embraced the day. It wa a gray one so it was not much going on until the appointment I had with the lawyers but nevertheless I rocked it.
And three hours later I emerged with a lot of paperwork, tons of new information, a plan B and C for my living arrangements if he really should decide on being an ass any further, and the hope that it all might work out for the better for the kids and I.
Just put on your crown and big girl panties, don’t forget to look amazing, and knock em out. Every day hold your head up high cause nothing kills them more than your kindness and to see you smile. But also, do what you need to do to protect your life and that of your kids with all that is necessary -and he brought that part out in me now and will not know what hit him. I’m not giving up so he has no chance to portrait himself as anything that he is not: the victim….