ITs been quite a struggle, lots of changes and different life circumstances that just been adding that extra shot of Cray cray to my life.
The kids are all doing ok, are all getting used to the idea of moving next week and the idea of it just being us again. It’s been a process and took quite a while and I think for me it was just easier cause I made up my mind quite a bit earlier and sooner than when I started the change.
Revamping life. That has been the motto most of 2015 and I am really hoping that what 2016 has in store for me and the kids will be a lot better than with what we will leave 2015 behind. Its been a crazy year from start to finish and I am looking forward to a quiet New Years Eve, sleeping through the whole Cray cray New Years jazz and then start fresh and happy into the new year!!
I gotta say one thing tho: Moving is really annoying. And when you think it sucks already to move from one country to another one and when the Army moves you, try to do that shot by yourself and just from one place to the new place that is 25 minutes away. Then downsize a 3 bar house to a 2 bar apartment and you got the chaos in full swing if you ask me. Its been so many runs to thrift stores, trying to sell stuff, trying to keep on top of everything and now to find people that can drive, help me drive, the furniture from one place to another that is really getting annoying. I have so much junk I just can’t and don’t want to take that it is really getting to the point where I am sitting here and just think to myself “sell it all. Or put it in front of the house and write a huge ‘FOR FREE’ sign and see what all you can get rid of that way” just so I don’t have to take it all cause I am so fed up with it most the time.
Of course I know it has to be done, and I know that there is no way around this, but that does not mean that I am not fed up with it. That I am sick and tired of doing it all mostly by myself and as a typical Scorpio I am just too stubborn to really ask for too much help as well.
Over all I know it will be done, and it will be done soon. Its just a matter of when and how long it will take until it is like that.