…yes it’s been one of those. Life most certainly has caught up with me and since the oldest minion was sick these past two weeks, I shouldn’t be surprised that I would get all that yuck at some point in my life.
So, naturally, next to feeling blah since Monday which is mostly due to gray skies and really dull weather, I am now as well visited by an aching body, throbbing head and a painful, red throat.
Now, since yesterday was not too bad yet, I figured it would finally be a good idea to get the hell out of the house for a chance and have some adult time with a good friend. Set it all up, thought to myself “yes!! Ladies night!! This is going to be fun.” And now here I am, changing my mind every five minutes cause my mood swings are incredible annoying and I am at the point where I just think it’s better when I give this going out thing a new try about next Thursday.
It just feels so much more like wallowing in my own misery (and yes, I know it ain’t healthy so no need to lecture me on that) for a chance and maybe just give tomorrow a new try…. But then, when I think about that, I feel like I’m missing out when I am not going out tonight and letting my friend down cause we really wanted to go out.
So, I still got about an hour to decide and so we’ll see what I come up with. Maybe I really just need someone to kick my ass and drag me out of here?! Idk man….. Life is tough sometimes lol